Its true, the cost helped quit :)
I started in 2017 and quit in 2021.
Having 2 kids within 2 years, a husband who had some learning to do (which he's helps so much and understands more now) and finding my oldest had low functioning asd at 4 sort of set me off.
After I pretty much slept outside for a year near the end when I was home and not driving people around, I knew I needed to change or I'd never be able to go inside my own house again.
We moved, I cut contact with everyone but one person who I bought a small amount from once each pay for a year before I finally felt I was ready to fully quit.
Unfortunately, her and I stopped talking on unsteady terms but she has smiled and waved when seeing me in public so that's good 😆
I did try to get help but in the end I found talking about it made me crave it more the more I distanced myself.
What about you? How long was your process? It kinda seems like a process to get to to a better place lol so that's the best word I could think of.
Do you have much support? Do anything to keep you busy? I started playing computer games again :)
Thank you so much for the message.
Lots of hugs back 🤗
Istina je, cena je pomogla da se odustane :)
Počeo sam 2017. i dao otkaz 2021.
To što imam dvoje dece u roku od 2 godine, muž koji je morao nešto da nauči (koje mnogo pomaže i sada više razume) i što sam otkrio da je moj najstariji imao slab funkcionisanje asd sa 4 godine, nekako me je oduševilo.
Nakon što sam skoro godinu dana pred kraj spavao napolju kada sam bio kod kuće i nisam vozio ljude, znao sam da moram da se promenim ili više nikada neću moći da uđem u svoju kuću.
Preselili smo se, prekinuo sam kontakt sa svima osim sa jednom osobom od koje sam kupio mali iznos od svake plate na godinu dana pre nego što sam konačno osetio da sam spreman da u potpunosti dam otkaz.
Nažalost, ona i ja smo prestali da razgovaramo nesigurno, ali ona se smejala i mahala kada me je videla u javnosti, tako da je to dobro 😆
Pokušao sam da dobijem pomoć, ali sam na kraju otkrio da me razgovor o tome naterao da žudim za njom što sam se više distancirao.
Šta je sa tobom? Koliko je trajao vaš proces? Nekako izgleda kao proces da se dođe do boljeg mesta lol, tako da je to najbolja reč koju sam mogao da se setim.
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Hvala vam puno na poruci.
Uzvraćam puno zagrljaja 🤗